I want to swim in the depths of your love, surrounded by your arms as the waves of passion crash around us. As lust melts into love with the heat that we create, our desire makes our sultry dance in the water spectacular.


We collapse to the follow covered in sweat, sex and each other. You pick me up and we go into the shower to “clean up”, only to find we just keep getting dirtier and dirtier. As the water washes over us, we continue acting out our fantasies. Looking into each others eyes, can this really be paradise? Yes, oh yes… oh baby.. oh yes….


Ravishing each other so hard, we work ourselves up to a frenzied fit. We almost are falling off the bed, but your strong body keeps us there and our passion and momentum continues with each thrust. You kiss me so deeply I feel it in my toes… Never want this feeling to end.

Blind fold me and let my other senses guide me…

Let me smell your intoxicating scent.

Let me taste your musk.

Hear you sweet words and moans.

Feel you touch, your body, your hardness.

Make me want you more and more.

Before you reveal that lustful look in your eye that tells me how much you want me.

On my knees ready to please you. Wanting to just make you happy. Your every wish, desire and pleasure is my passion… because I know Daddy, your pleasure is to please me in return.


Daddy, I will do anything for you. I AM ALL YOURS. I will be your Princess, your slut, your slave. You are my mind, my heart, my body is yours.


And in return, my greatest pleasures will be fulfilled by you. Our desires and fantasies are one.

We are connected
We are one… body, mind and heart
Our passion and desires
Our fantasies we share
Electricity shoots through the air 
As CHAOS meets ANGER

Holding each other so peaceful and still.

This is my wish.

The love we share real and so right.

But unrequited so it seems.

Will we ever really feel the passion?

Will we ever experience the flames?

The aching so painful, the need can’t be calmed.

Your touch, taste, smell I require.

To actually hear you and see the look in your eyes.

To see your wanting me as much as I want you.

It’s almost too much to bare.

Till the Stars burn out,

I will keep you in my heart.

Kissing you, taking in your essence. I want to hold you inside me forever. 

Breathing out my essence inside of you. Hold me forever. We are one.

Our love engulfs us, carries us through the darkness. Out of the Chaos and Anger is born love. It is pure. It is true. It is us.

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My mind is cluttered

So very confused

Which way do I turn?

Who do I turn to?

The darkness closes in again

The need to run is so very close

The need to fight dying

I don’t want to anymore

Don’t know what I want

Who I want to be with

Where do I go from here?

…. life was not suppose to be this hard.

…. life was suppose to be settled now.

…. life was suppose to be many things.

I was suppose to be living now not just surviving. I am tired of surviving.

But I survive.

It’s what I do best.