Friday, March 30, 2012


In my head, you are already dead
The beat is gone
My song plays on

In your cold hands, you hold the bands
That kept me near
But you can’t hear

In my heart stone, I am not alone
I wish you gone
I have long moved on

In my mind, the poison winds
Through my thoughts
Until it rots

In my soul, the key is whole
He holds it close
Forever the host

In my head, you are already dead
So stop this pain
There’s nothing to gain

Wednesday, March 28, 2012


The darkness goes when you are near,
I feel whole and complete again.
I have the confidence to be myself,
And the fears leave my mind.
Our song doesn’t end, it plays loud for all to hear.
The tune we carry in our hearts,
Varies in melodic tempos and rhythms.
Slow and fast just like life,
We draw strength from it.
Our song doesn’t end, it plays loud for all to hear.
We sing our different parts,
To lift the other’s spirits.
We sing together just like in life,
Partners, friends, lovers, dreamers.
Our song doesn’t end, it plays loud for all to hear.
Our home is filled with music.
Our home is filled with love.
Our home is where we are.
Our home is you and I.
Our song doesn’t end, it plays loud for all to hear.
And when the night finally draws near,
And we leave our earthy home,
Our song will continue to play on,
For our music is in our soul.
Our song doesn’t end, it plays loud for all to hear.

Sometimes I feel lost
And the darkness comes in
Sometimes I feel insecure
And the voices start again
Sometimes I feel broken
And the pain aches everywhere
Sometimes I feel incomplete
And the emptiness is deep
Sometimes I feel bad
For nothing I did
Sometimes I feel wrong
For existing and living
Sometimes I feel weird
About who I am
Sometimes I feel small
And I’m a child again

Thursday, March 22, 2012

You take all the bad away...

My night terror is extreme. I feel like the bed is trying to keep me in place, bounding me there, in a cruel torture. I try to find you, my lover, but the bed prevents me, holding me down, stopping my screams for you.

Suddenly I awake. You are finally there. I crash into your arms, needing the safety of your body, the warmth of your embrace. I'm trembling from the night terror. I feel your gentle strokes through my hair, your calm voice telling me that I'm safe, that you love me, that it's all okay.

You begin to kiss me, on the temple, the forehead, the cheeks. You finally find my lips. Your sweet kisses calm me. We begin to kiss deeply, passionately. Your hands roam my near naked body. I tingle at your touch. The sensations ripple through my entire being, making me moan. Your lips and hands fondling and caressing me make me so wet.

Your mouth finds my pussy. So softly you being to kiss and tease me. I shutter and quake. You start to lick faster, and slurping up my sweet nectar. I moan louder and squeeze your head between my thighs. You go deeper, flicking my clit every now and then. My head swims with the delirious sensations as orgasms wash over my body. I'm screaming and thrashing on the bed uncontrollably as your fingers and tongue work their magic.

Just when I think I can't take anymore, you stop and pull me up. You kiss me, devouring me with your mouth. I taste myself and feel your hard, throbbing cock rub up against me.

You take me to a chair and sit down. I straddle you and begin to ride your cock so hard. I love the feeling of you so deep inside of me. My tits in your mouth, you suck and nibble on them. I'm moaning loud again as I grind your lap, your hands on my ass, bouncing me, pulling my cheeks apart.

I hear you say that you are about to cum and I climb off of you and start kissing and licking down your body till I'm kneeling before you. I take your pulsating dick into my moist mouth and begin to suck. Your hands gently pull my hair as I look into your eyes. I feel your thrusts into my throat. I squeeze your balls to encourage you to cum. By the look on your face, I know it will be soon,

I feel your hot cum shoot into my mouth. I suck it up greedily, loving the taste, swallowing it. When you are done, you pull me up into the biggest embrace and kiss me so passionately. The night terror is long gone, replaced by your sweet love.
Always doubting myself
Never believing anything
Why would things be different
How could they be...
I'm just me
... Insecure
... Doubtful
... Full of self hate
I am me
Sarah C Me

Monday, March 5, 2012

The Waves of Ecstasy

"In the hot steamy shower I feel his hands washing my hair, his body pressed against mine. My eyes are closed, a little smile on my lips as I enjoy the eroticism of his hands in my hair, his lips on my neck. The water rinses my hair as his hands go down my body lightly sending shivers all over me. His fingers slide between my legs and find how wet I am. They find that magic spot that starts me moaning so loud and make my legs quake.

I need to steady myself against the wall as he continues to prime my clit. One leg up on the side of the tub, I'm grinding on his fingers and lost in the passion. I have no idea how long I've been screaming and moaning, but I'm shaking uncontrollably all over and can hardly stand anymore.

We leave the shower and he lays me on the bed. His tongue dives into me and I'm pounding the bed with my fists as I'm screaming more and more. My back is arching as the orgasm seems to be a never ending wave of fire. I feel so incredible, but at the same time, so exhausted by the workout that I'm getting.

He stops at last, as I don't think I could take anymore, and lays down on the bed. I hungrily attack his hard cock with my mouth, deeply, sucking as I go down on him. I feel his hands once again in my hair, slightly pulling. I feel him thrusting into my mouth, moans escaping from his throat. I taste his precum.

Suddenly I feel him pull me up towards him. I slide his hard cock in to my soaking wet pussy as we kiss so deeply. His kisses always feel like he is trying to devour me. I love them so much. I start to ride his cock hard and I feel him thrust up into me, making me moan so loud each time. We look into each others eyes as we lock hands. I start to cum again, and I know he is so close. We almost cum together, feeling each other shake and jolt. I feel his hot spunk fill me up. I collapse on his chest, breathless, hearing his heart beat as fast as mine."

I open my eyes and know that I won't be alone for long. I take my lelo toy and clean it properly and decide to clean up. I know that this fantasy will soon be real when you walk through the door.