Bend Me Over....

Sitting there chatting about nothing in particular, I catch that look in your eye. That look that makes me feel beautiful, makes me feel loved and makes me feel wanted. Your gentle touch on my face still makes me quiver with excitement. I feel my blood pumping, butterflies below my waist. We kiss, gently at first, but then your kisses seem to devour me, leaving me breathless and wanting more. Our hands start to wonder over each other tearing at the clothes, trying to get them off, but not wanting to stop kissing for one second. The need for our bodies pressed up against each other feel dire. There is nothing else in this world except for you and I.

We finally get our clothes off and my mouth begins to wonder over your body. I find your rock hard cock and begin to suck it and tease it with my tongue. Out of the blue I decide to take the "blow-job" literally so I take the tip of your dick into my mouth and blow out giving you a raspberry. You tell me that it was the most incredible sensation, so I do it again. I love giving you pleasure.

You can no longer control yourself and need to be inside me. You ask how I would like it and I say "Bend me over..."

We both stand and you turn me around, kissing my neck and feeling my entire body up. I feel your cock poke me between the ass cheeks and I moan. Then you bend me over, your hands on my hips and your cock finds my wetness. You slide right into me with a slow thrust, working your way inside and then... BOOM... your cock slams into me. You thrust so deep and hard, making me squeal each time with delight. Then, without exiting me, you slowly bring me to all fours and start slamming me hard. I feel my nipples graze the carpet and the sensation is overwhelming. You tell me to grind on you so I do as your hand reaches around and plays with my swollen clit. I start screaming and moaning as you bring me to orgasm. As I come I feel you coming too. Our climax fills the air with the smell of sweat and sex.

But it's not over...

You bring me to the bed and grab my favourite toy. You watch as I turn it on and slide it in. You hold it in position for me as I begin to thrash on the bed. I bite the pillow as waves upon waves of relentless vibrations overcome me. I tell you I need to grind so you lay down and let me get on top of you, grinding the vibrator into my soaking wet pussy and throbbing clit. Although I have had a few orgasms at this point, I feel that deep, inside G-spot orgasm about to happen. I tell you that I am going to come for you as I let out a deep moan of pleasure and rock your body hard.

When it is over, you take the toy from my body and we lay there panting and holding each other. Every time seems like the first time with you.

Growing

There is a curve that we must take

As we learn

mistakes we make

But together we get through

And in the future

see how we grew

There is no right, there is no wrong

We will get by

our life a song

We sing it till our dying breath

Forever, always,

and after death

Your Skin

Your skin

against mine 

Your skin

exciting me

Your skin

so warm

Your skin

is perfect

Your skin is a part of you, and you are a part of me

I see nothing, feel nothing, just love when I touch

Your skin

Blood pumping

Heart thumping

Sweat covered

I see you

Laying still

Steady breath

Sweet caress

I feel you

Intertwined

No Space

Only Us

I love you

and you

You love me.

We are We.

The moment your lips touched mine I knew I was gone. Gone past the point of reason, past any sense of morality or thought. I just knew I wanted more. I wanted you to kiss me more and I wanted to kiss you back.

Hard. Deep. Wet.

Stopping the world. Nothing existing. No breath. No sound. Just our lips devouring each other in passion.

Tongues exploring each other's mouths.

Teeth nipping each other's lips.

Moans escaping from the back of our throats.

Making you hard against me.

Soaking my panties.

Just a kiss, but so much more.

Then hands, roaming each other as our lips begin to wonder. I find your neck and ear. Licking and nibbling it gently. You find my breast, as you suck and bite tenderly.

A slow grind on each other's lap. Knowing that the sexual tension is causing a fire so deep inside. A fire that flares with renewed touches, kisses and licks. The moans get louder. The hands start to rip the clothes off. There is no thinking. Just doing. Animalistic. The desire growls inside of us.

Months of innocent flirtations and chats. Leaning on each other. Knowing the feelings were coming to the surface. And now. Now the time to act. No holding back. Nothing to stop us.

We get to the bed in a silly dance of removing our clothes and avoiding furniture and I slowly sit down while kissing your torso. Giving you all the attention you deserve. I get to your hard throbbing member and look up at you with the eyes you love to compliment then engulf you deep. Your hands gripping my hair as I pleasure you and tease you. You thrust a little in my mouth, pull my hair a bit, all the while I play with your balls and suck your glorious cock.

Then you pull out, and push me down on the bed. Biting and sucking my nipples as you feel just how wet I am, you drop to your knees and decide you need to taste. I feel your tongue flicking and slashing inside me and on my clit. I start screaming and thrashing, reaching for you. The orgasms seem to cum fast and furious. The tension releases. But I still want you inside me. I want to look in your eyes while you pump me.

You lay down on the bed and I climb on top and slide on you. You thrust upwards and begin to pump hard while I grind you. Looking at each other, the atmosphere is thick with electricity and sex. I feel you start to tense and release, knowing you're about to cum. I encourage you and you explode inside of me.

Collapsing together, covered in juices and sweat, we kiss. The kiss is still so powerful. Still takes my breath away. Covering my lips, my body, my soul. We are together. We are we.

You sit there with your blindfold on not seeing the truth
You think that the words I’m saying are only what I want
It’s the words that need to be said but you can’t hear them
It’s the words that have to be heard but you can’t listen
It’s the words that I have to shout because you ignore me
It’s the words that I fear most and you refuse to tell the truth
I just want to love them and be who I am
But you took that from me
You would have me walk away
You would have me give it up
Give them up
Leave them
I am stronger than you think and you will not win
You don’t make the plans and the outcomes are not yours
I will survive I always have I always will
You don’t control this anymore

In my head, you are already dead
The beat is gone
My song plays on

In your cold hands, you hold the bands
That kept me near
But you can’t hear

In my heart stone, I am not alone
I wish you gone
I have long moved on

In my mind, the poison winds
Through my thoughts
Until it rots

In my soul, the key is whole
He holds it close
Forever the host

In my head, you are already dead
So stop this pain
There’s nothing to gain

The darkness goes when you are near,

I feel whole and complete again.

I have the confidence to be myself,

And the fears leave my mind.

Our song doesn’t end, it plays loud for all to hear.

The tune we carry in our hearts,

Varies in melodic tempos and rhythms.

Slow and fast just like life,

We draw strength from it.

Our song doesn’t end, it plays loud for all to hear.

We sing our different parts,

To lift the other’s spirits.

We sing together just like in life,

Partners, friends, lovers, dreamers.

Our song doesn’t end, it plays loud for all to hear.

Our home is filled with music.

Our home is filled with love.

Our home is where we are.

Our home is you and I.

Our song doesn’t end, it plays loud for all to hear.

And when the night finally draws near,

And we leave our earthy home,

Our song will continue to play on,

For our music is in our soul.

Our song doesn’t end, it plays loud for all to hear.

Sometimes I feel lost

And the darkness comes in

Sometimes I feel insecure

And the voices start again

Sometimes I feel broken

And the pain aches everywhere

Sometimes I feel incomplete

And the emptiness is deep

Sometimes I feel bad

For nothing I did

Sometimes I feel wrong

For existing and living

Sometimes I feel weird

About who I am

Sometimes I feel small

And I’m a child again

You take all the bad away...

My night terror is extreme. I feel like the bed is trying to keep me in place, bounding me there, in a cruel torture. I try to find you, my lover, but the bed prevents me, holding me down, stopping my screams for you.

Suddenly I awake. You are finally there. I crash into your arms, needing the safety of your body, the warmth of your embrace. I'm trembling from the night terror. I feel your gentle strokes through my hair, your calm voice telling me that I'm safe, that you love me, that it's all okay.

You begin to kiss me, on the temple, the forehead, the cheeks. You finally find my lips. Your sweet kisses calm me. We begin to kiss deeply, passionately. Your hands roam my near naked body. I tingle at your touch. The sensations ripple through my entire being, making me moan. Your lips and hands fondling and caressing me make me so wet.

Your mouth finds my pussy. So softly you being to kiss and tease me. I shutter and quake. You start to lick faster, and slurping up my sweet nectar. I moan louder and squeeze your head between my thighs. You go deeper, flicking my clit every now and then. My head swims with the delirious sensations as orgasms wash over my body. I'm screaming and thrashing on the bed uncontrollably as your fingers and tongue work their magic.

Just when I think I can't take anymore, you stop and pull me up. You kiss me, devouring me with your mouth. I taste myself and feel your hard, throbbing cock rub up against me.

You take me to a chair and sit down. I straddle you and begin to ride your cock so hard. I love the feeling of you so deep inside of me. My tits in your mouth, you suck and nibble on them. I'm moaning loud again as I grind your lap, your hands on my ass, bouncing me, pulling my cheeks apart.

I hear you say that you are about to cum and I climb off of you and start kissing and licking down your body till I'm kneeling before you. I take your pulsating dick into my moist mouth and begin to suck. Your hands gently pull my hair as I look into your eyes. I feel your thrusts into my throat. I squeeze your balls to encourage you to cum. By the look on your face, I know it will be soon,

I feel your hot cum shoot into my mouth. I suck it up greedily, loving the taste, swallowing it. When you are done, you pull me up into the biggest embrace and kiss me so passionately. The night terror is long gone, replaced by your sweet love.

Always doubting myself
Never believing anything
Why would things be different
How could they be...
I'm just me
... Insecure
... Doubtful
... Full of self hate
I am me
Sarah C Me

The Waves of Ecstasy

"In the hot steamy shower I feel his hands washing my hair, his body pressed against mine. My eyes are closed, a little smile on my lips as I enjoy the eroticism of his hands in my hair, his lips on my neck. The water rinses my hair as his hands go down my body lightly sending shivers all over me. His fingers slide between my legs and find how wet I am. They find that magic spot that starts me moaning so loud and make my legs quake.

I need to steady myself against the wall as he continues to prime my clit. One leg up on the side of the tub, I'm grinding on his fingers and lost in the passion. I have no idea how long I've been screaming and moaning, but I'm shaking uncontrollably all over and can hardly stand anymore.

We leave the shower and he lays me on the bed. His tongue dives into me and I'm pounding the bed with my fists as I'm screaming more and more. My back is arching as the orgasm seems to be a never ending wave of fire. I feel so incredible, but at the same time, so exhausted by the workout that I'm getting.

He stops at last, as I don't think I could take anymore, and lays down on the bed. I hungrily attack his hard cock with my mouth, deeply, sucking as I go down on him. I feel his hands once again in my hair, slightly pulling. I feel him thrusting into my mouth, moans escaping from his throat. I taste his precum.

Suddenly I feel him pull me up towards him. I slide his hard cock in to my soaking wet pussy as we kiss so deeply. His kisses always feel like he is trying to devour me. I love them so much. I start to ride his cock hard and I feel him thrust up into me, making me moan so loud each time. We look into each others eyes as we lock hands. I start to cum again, and I know he is so close. We almost cum together, feeling each other shake and jolt. I feel his hot spunk fill me up. I collapse on his chest, breathless, hearing his heart beat as fast as mine."

I open my eyes and know that I won't be alone for long. I take my lelo toy and clean it properly and decide to clean up. I know that this fantasy will soon be real when you walk through the door.

Voices in my head...

Sometimes tell me I’m not worth it.

Sometimes tell me I’m not valuable.

Sometimes tell me I’m not good enough.

Sometimes tell me I’m not anything.

Sometimes tell me I’m not going to be happy.

Sometimes tell me I’m not who I am.

Turn them off. Shut them down. Stop their lies.

I am Love. I deserve Love. I have Love. Love

I don’t need these insecurities.

I don’t need these thoughts.

I don’t need this pain and suffering.

I don’t need these voices in my head.

I am better than all of that.

I am better than that.

I am better now.

I am better.

I am.

Sarah C. Me

Sweet Dreams...

Sleeping, dreams are chaotic. Not unusual for me. My dreams are always so vivid, so real yet unrealistic in what is happening. And most of the time I don't want to remember them. They disturb me, make me lonely, sad. Except...

I hear your voice in my ear. You say you love me. And I swear I feel your arms around me. I don't want to wake up because it feels so good. You are telling me everything is going to be okay. I can stop crying. I swear I feel your lips on my neck and your naked body pressed so tightly against mine. It feels so fucking good. I don't want to wake from this. I don't want to find out that this isn't real.

Your hands caressing my body. Your cock stiffening. Your scent. Your mouth. But it's just a dream. But it's not. I'm here. I'm really here. It all comes flooding back as I taste my own tears. I'm with you. I'm at your place. This is real.

I wake up and turn into you. Kissing your mouth. Feeling your body. How we resisted each other last night is beyond me. Just laying with each other. Naked. Talking. Holding close. Revealing ourselves to each other to the very core. So intimate. So sensual. But now. Now there is no holding back. Our desires our stronger than anything. We want and need each other.

I lay you back and begin exploring your body with my mouth. Sweet kisses, licks and gentle nips, over your shoulders, chest, and down further, to your abs, thighs. You feel my hair and nipples rubbing against you. I hear your soft moans. I find your cock fully hard as I begin to gently tease it and your balls. I taste you. Swallow you. Your hands twisting in my hair, as I swirl my tongue around you.

Then you pull me up and start to kiss me. Laying me back you devour my breasts like special treats for you. Your mouth so hot on my skin. Slowly I feel you go everywhere on me. I moan and say your name. I feel myself getting so wet. You roll me over and start kissing my neck. I feel your hard cock between the cheeks of my ass. You gently pull me up and enter me from behind, knowing that this is both our favourite position from earlier discussions.

I feel you gently push into me then thrust harder. It feels so incredible to finally have you inside of me. Your hands on my hips going deeper and deeper inside. Making me moan more.

You pull out and lay down and pull me on top of you. Your cock slides into my soaking wet pussy. Your hands all over my tits, I finger my clit and start to moan so loud. I look down into your eyes as I grind your cock. There is such a connection between us, only stronger now. Your hand joins mine as we massage my clit harder. I feel myself starting to cum. You tell me how much you love me. Tell me how beautiful I am. Then you tell me how much you want me to cum all over your cock. Your words trigger me and I start to jerk and thrust hard and release myself. I cum hard for you, screaming your name, screaming how much I love you.

I collapse on you and you roll me on my back. You begin to fuck my cunt hard and within moments you are saying my name as you cum deep inside me. I feel your hot spunk filling me up.

We kiss so passionately, almost desperately. Laying in each other's arms, our desires have been fed... in the short term. We know that soon, we will be making mad love again. Such sweet sweet dreams.

In the moonlight
we are dancing
With our hearts
Never letting go
Our love keeps us
Sustains us
So real
So passionate
Like nothing before
Like nothing to come
We are a circle
Completing each other
Making music
Our hearts in rhythm
Our souls on fire
We are just us
We are meant to be

The Encounter Satisfied.

After the shower from The Encounter Continues... and still buzzing from the moments of our arrival during The Long Awaited Encounter, we walk back into the room naked and wet. To my surprise there is a lovely feast of snacks and drinks waiting for us. We put on robes and cuddle together, feeding each other fresh fruit and chocolate, and sip our wine and just completely enjoy the moment.

Then you take me to the bed and slip my robe off. Gently you lie me down and place a blind fold over my eyes. I feel you take my hands over my head as silk ties go over my wrist snugly but not too tight. Then a cold sensation comes over me as you begin to tease my body with ice cubes. The shock waves are incredibly tense yet pleasurable. Your tongue licks up the water as it melts down my body. You tell me to open my mouth and begin to feed me some more tasty treats with your mouth, kissing me deeply afterwards.

I feel your hands, ice and mouth all over me: my tits, my abs, my thighs, and finally my soaking wet pussy. You start tonguing me and nibbling my clit. I pull against the restrains, wanting to touch you, moaning so loud and calling your name. You twist me over so my ass is up. I feel you enter me... only it's not you. You found my favourite toy that you had asked me to bring. You find the setting that drives me wild and I start screaming in ecstasy. I am twisting and jerking in pure pleasure, but you hold my hips firmly just allowing me to orgasm over and over again.

Then I feel your rod enter my ass. I think I'm going to die right there with the increased sensation. You thrust so hard as I continue to feel the vibrator work it's magic and I orgasm over again. You cum inside my ass and I feel you fill me. I hear your loud grunts and your release as you say my name over and over again.

You pull out and take my toy out of me. Then you release me from my bonds and pull the blindfold off. We kiss so passionately and deeply. Then we snuggle up together to sleep.

During the night we continue to kiss and make love on and off while dozing in between. We know that when the morning comes we will have to say goodbye. But the night is ours and we make the most of it.